Some pretty big steps forward in the last few days. Still a ways to go...still a lot of fli flopping back and forth. BUT...

Two nights in a row with some significant kissing. Last night I got a "GW I'm trying"
And I brought up hormones as a possible reason for lack of feeling/drive and she was very open/receptive to exploring that and possibly getting checked out. Lastly, today she is suggesting we go house hunting together at the end of the month.

It isn't all grand. It is still a roller coaster and last night while kissing, it ended with "I just can't do this"...however, it was ok to continue holding her till she fell asleep and she was ok with that.

After the first night of kissing, W told me she had to figure out how she felt about all this. Today, lots of positives, lots of touching and a few hugs here and there.

Sandi - any suggestions on how to approach getting checked out for hormone levels or know of any good resources to look up?

Last edited by gutwrenching; 04/12/10 07:00 AM.
M39 W41
Two children
WAW bomb dropped 11/7/09
Piecing Aug 10 - Nov 10
No longer piecing...Nov 10
Separation Jan 11
EA ends again Feb 11
Piecing attempt #2, Mar 11