Oh something else. I keep hearing from the kids what my ex has said to me since right before she left and even more recently. I would think that I really am doing or have done those things except they are saying almost verbatim what my ex has said to me. I keep thinking she is saying these things to them to get them "on her side". If it isn't, I feel like the worst person in the world while I want to be a good dad.

It seems like things keep getting worse.


Me:56, W:51
D:26,S:24,S:22
Married:18
Bomb 9/27/06
Separated 11/27/06
Divorced 10/6/08
Leaving it up to God