New to this Community seeking advice

[JR09]

Journaling.

The Boys and I have been texting away with our new phones. They text me daily and I call every other day as always. It's great. Haven't corresponded with W for a week. She graduated from her medical assistant course, so I assume she either has a job or is now looking for one. She said a few weeks ago she will refile as soon as she gets a job. Let's see if that's the case.

I remember she texted me about being mad for getting the new phone for the boys. She said I never listen to her. She said I'm trying to buy my boys'love with material things. I thought a lot about her being mad. I concluded that it's a good thing she is still mad. If she is still mad, it means she still has feelings, one way or another. If she wasn't mad anymore, she wouldn't care any longer and the idea of a divorce wouldn't bother her at all.
Well, that's my analysis. Probably wrong, but I turned her being mad at me into a positive.

As long as she is mad, she has feelings. Does that make sense? Anybody?

JR