Need a Plan for My Marriage

[LSG]

Today is a bad day that started out good. Went a friends church without W, but came home to her gone. I figured she would. The kids were mad when she was not her, but quickly are all happy to be with her. I guess that is kids. I am unhappy because they follow her in the bedroom just to be with her with out me. She plans this.

I sure she was with him because she walked part of the way home. Funny, huh!

I am tired of the cheating and lies. I do not know how much longer I want to live like this. I am so frustrated.

I hoped things would get better, but it only gets worse.

I do hope that is some piece for me soon. I do not see that happening for a while. She is looking for apartments near him too. I hate finding that on the computer. It makes me sick to my stomach.

Just venting here today, but please comment anyways anyone.