The countdown continues

[Awoken]

Thanks Gardener and Flowmom. All good affirmations that I need to hear tonight.

It's official, she's signed a lease on a new apartment, and will move in there on Wednesday. She's staying at a friends house in the meantime. This afternoon she texted to ask me to leave the house while she gathered some of her things.

I think it's odd that now she appears to have more trouble seeing me in person than I will seeing her. She may be feeling some guilt. She texted me three times tonight; said she was sorry I was sad, and thought I would be happy she was out of the house. I told her it was better this way, but of course I'm not happy the way things are ending. Then I turned off my phone.

During her visit to the house to get her stuff, she presented her plans to the kids telling them all about her new apartment. D17 is excited because it's next to two of her best friends homes. Both D17 and S14! seem excited about a new place to live, but at the same time I think they are both quite sad. As am I.