Bar is Open come on in!

[Buffet]

G hey and welcome! Sorry I missed your first post over here, must have been a boxes in the way and stuff! I am mentally in a better place than I was a couple of months ago for sure--

You hit a couple of cords in your thread though about feelings coming and going and hitting me at certain times. Just got back from watching the game which was fun, something that I missed doing when I was married and wish I would have done more of. So why tonight when I am doing what I "wanted" than am I missing my W and the marriage that I thought I had.

The only thing that has started to save me from a big funk is that word "thought" because the reality was I was not happy even before the bomb and rather just "dealt" with things b/c that is what I was supposed to do right?

Oh well it is true that we always want what we can not have i guess!