I know where I lost it - to remind myself from this moment on so I can watch my triggers - it's him abandoning our son. How can he say he's just too tired to come be with his sick child (presumably because he's too busy f***ing his gf) - I mean 9:15 on a SUnday morning is not that early. I cannot fathom this person who used to be the best and most reliable dad I ever met can not bother to even call and check in. I am having a hard time facing how cold and uncaring he has become - it doesn't register with who I thought I was once married to.
