How to approach W about OM

[OfficerInNeed]

Allen,
I am at a loss for words...damn if I do and damn if I don't. My intentions were to preserve any opportunity we had a reconciliation not to sabotage it.

I will figure out a better computer situation. I am sure I can pull an old one out from the basement. I don't have the luxury of purchasing a new laptop.

I am beating myself up on how I can work this all out. I was dishonest to her but only because I knew it would destroy all hope if she felt as if I was still controlling her or the situation.