TF, Remember......Last Mile, you are on the last mile. It is still a mile, a long way by any measure. If I told you to get up and run 1 mile right now, no shoes, no atheletic wear, no water, nothing, you would have problems running that mile. You have been running a marathon, you have on the shoes, you have the proper attire, you have prepared....relative to what you have done in the past this last mile is nothing, relative to everyday life, this is going to be the hardest mile of your life.
You so deserve the rewards of your efforts for so long, be patient, a mile is a long ways, (5,280 feet). Thats right 5000 feet you have to go. DO NOT mess it up now!! There is absolutely nothing your husband could do right now that would surprise you....there will be some more trials for you. If not you would be done with the race, right????
Come here to vent, think twice about everything. It is like going back to the beginning and things that happen now are just as shocking as they were in the beginning. This is all part of the last mile......you know how to run the last mile.... it is just like the miles before.....one foot in front of the other...one day at a time. You will finish this race. Prayers for you and your family.
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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.