CK Are you part of the CK group in your area given your name and all? Your family is worried about you and that is why they tell you to move on. Moving on does not have to mean giving up, getting a D or dating. Tell your family that you appreciate the concern but it is your life and your m. It is important though that you show them the stength that you have. It takes more strength to stand through this whole mess.
GAL is hard for all at first and there are many who have come through here that were married a long time. You take it one day at a time, one step at a time. It will get easier. Don't let any one defeat you not even your husband. You have one life. You decide how you are going to live it.