I had a rough past few days and didn't sleep much b/c mind was thinking. Talk to a good friend today and a relative and both told me to stay focused on what I want. Also both told me not to worry about W trip with girlfriend.
I know my W need a vacation, it's been a year and a half since she did something. I hope this trip will me her feel better.
When W dropped the kids off Saturday I need to check out a problem with her car. It took about 10 minutes and I was checking her out. She looked great and I told her that. She said thanks but it was a liitle quiet sad thanks not an OH thanks !.
Anyway I took the kids out for dinner and on the way I told D5 that mommy really looked good and told her that I was thinking about asking her out on a date. Well today my S2 wanted to to W so I called and when my D5 got on the phone she said to W that I wanted to ask her out on a date. W asked for her to put me on the phone and confronted me on the matter. W said that it was fair for me to say something like that. I apologized and told W I was just thinking out load. I said I would talk to D5 and set her straight. I then said for have a good day and she said the same.
I hope I didn't lose ground by this. Time will tell.
She did really look good!
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