sorry it's been a while since I posted...as for a few people really knowing the turmoil, I feel you there...some of my closest friends just can't comprehend the pain I still feel, or why I would want to "work on my M"- you know like I do, that it can be done...
Sorry to hear that things are progressing...it will be easier once H is gone, but you have to be prepared for worst case scenario...
I know that's not what you want to hear...
W left a few months ago, she moved out completely 3 weeks ago, went 17 days NC, her PA/R fell apart...and NO she does not come to me at all...my sitch may be different, W is using drugs and drinking heavily...but the pain still applies...
Knowing this person in my life for so long is walking aongst us, but has NO role in my life- is ABSURD and PAINFUL...
BUT IT IS...
I want only good things for you, so hang in there...