I understand this feeling of anxiety, and how it can cloud over feelings of hope that you have. Just focus on being the best person that you can be. I think we have to let go of the idea that we can fully determine whether it's going to work or not. You just have to be brave, do the best you can. If you let fear control you at this point, I think it could really be damaging to your relationship. Be yourself (your best self), and be real. Have you communicated your anxiety to your H at all? I'm sure he has anxieties as well. It might be helpful to just air the fact that you have fears, rather than letting the fear fester inside you. Wishing you the very best.
