ninelives, you're exactly right! No sleep, no food in 2 days and I have to have the radio on with any other possible noise. What a mess! I wish you much luck with your relationship and only wish there was more focus on avoiding these problems.
I will focus on the kids and am giving notice to leave my weekend job. With luck this will be my last weekend. I started a new job last week and have 3 day weekends for the next 6 weeks so I hope to take advantage of that time to rebuild my relationship. I told my wife this before leaving this morning and she agreed we'd attend church together as a family with me home on weekends. I'm so anxious to receive the book and start taking the steps required to keep my family together! I appreciate your help here. As I said, at the moment I can't bring myself to research past posts and appreciate your response to what I'm sure is a common topic, unfortunatley.