H acted like nothing happened (like he didn't come home at 5am) and everything was ok. WTF? He did some laundry bcuz I'm no longer his wife and don't do that for him. We argued a little in the afternoon. He again told me to move out. It's funny because not more than 10 mins later he opens a beer for me and tries to be nice...??? It's weird.
He was just here and me and the kids try to stay away from him. We all stayed in the back room and I'm sure he noticed that. We ended up getting some beer and take out and had an ok but interesting evening.
He was updating my iphone for me and I pet his head once while he was sitting at the desk. He smiled. Later on we were in our room and he tried having sex with me. Again...WTF? he went to kiss me and said, "i love you." I have not heard those words in 5 months! Now remember he has like 5 beers in him. He must be out of his mind.
My brother came by to visit. At first he didn't want to come because H was gonna be there. He says, "I don't wanna see that ******" but I made him come anyway. My H loves my brother but doesn't have a clue as to how he feels towards him.
He falls asleep in my bed. It was comfortable to have him there even though he grosses me out. Does that make sense? I've gotten so used to sleeping alone. It was a little awkward to wake up with him there. I just kept thinking how I could even feel this way (awkward) to someone I've been sleeping with for 23 years? strange!!
Things are just so bad. This whole thing doesn't seem right anymore. We are not a family and me AND my kids are uncomfortable with him around. He leaves on Thursday for a week and comes back for one day and leaves again! I'm so tired of it...this is exhausting!
Luv
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M44 H41 M20 T23 3 older teens Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy" EA Nov 09 w/coworker Another PA in Mar 10 I Filed Apr 10 D final Dec 10
