Last night - H took D to her activity and after he had dinner with us. Later we drove to look at a new washer/dryer. In the car he was complaining that his stomach has been hurting for the past couple of days (he's always carried stress in his tummy, said that he forgets to eat, then he got emotional and tears were in his eyes. (He looks like he is still loosing weight).
The rest of the evening was OK. Bought a new Washer/dryer. The whole experience was like "the old days" he was talkative, no R talks. After that he came over and we prepared the space in the laundry room for the new set. Later we sat down for a bit...just small talk, no R at all. That's OK, I'm letting him to initiate all R talks. He'll talk when he is ready.
He is coming today to install the new W/D
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Mila, I am in awe of you. The inner strength that you found is truly inspiring. Keep up the excellent work. All my best to you and H.
Me: WAW/MLC 41 H: 42 M: 16 yr T: 20 Me: EA/PA started Sept 2008 D: Anytime, just need to sign papers http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1968939&page=1
H installed W/D, cleaned the pool & cut the grass.
My bronchitis is actually getting worst, I hope that I don't have pneumonia. I was running a fever and sleeping pretty much all afternoon. When I woke up H was gone, called me later to check on me and asked if he can come over that we can watch a hockey game together. He came washed the dishes, made me tea and watched the hockey. I was out of it..... sleeping.
I think that I slept 20 hours out of the last 24. If I don't get better today...back to the doctor tomorrow
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After two straight days in bed, I think that my bronchitis is getting better. Hopefully I'll live now
H was very helpful all Weekend, yesterday he did the grocery shopping for us. He is starting to come to the house without calling first and he uses his own key to let himself in. I haven't complained about it...I'm letting him. Baby steps...
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Your H seems to be moving along nicely and I don't think anyone could be handling better than you are. You are an ispiration...
By the way did I tell you that you are an inspiration
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
I will keep journaling.
