Getting started again.

[Lost Rabbit]

Thanks H4L even though I dont believe the baloney sis is spouting its a relief to know that it was never my fault, doesnt feel good being treated that way but what the heck thats not my problem just know i'd never do that to some one else..

RR interestingly enough H couldnt remember me saying she had till easter lol! Re-writing history episode I do believe..

Worked it out in my head and think like always with sis there is small element of truth in her story, but when I told my BF tale today she saw the same holes in it as me and thinks H is off his trolley for believing a pile of rot!

As for me really I dont want to be friends with sis, I just dont want her in an infernal triangle with me and H, it gives my parents grounds to stir as in "did H tell you Sis was doing so and so" not that I bit on that one, spoilt their game a treat lol! She is just between us and even that H would believe her story which actually doesnt put his own S in a good light and it hasnt occurred to him that Sis would have told everyone her gory story from her point of view therefore spreading unpleasantries about our S, well the penny hasnt even dropped on his head on that one yet!

I even know when he is talking to her on FB there is a sorta smile he does when he's doing some thing he knows he shouldnt, any other time chatting to other friends he is open and sorta relays the conversation to me.. Of course IM not on his FB, but I cant moan I have my alt on there too lol! But he doesnt hide it like he used too when I did think there was a possibility of OW..

Oh well I will keep thinking this one through believe me its not over and done with by a long chalk, unfortunately cannot ask S what he remembers about the evening as he broke up with his GF of two years yesterday and is hurting rather a lot, its also hard for me to hear all the words coming out of his mouth that were coming out of mine only last August.. and of course not flippant I knows coming out of mine, I really do know how he feels and I wouldnt wish it on anyone, except maybe sis lol!