Moving on with my life #2

[Startingover2]

Yes, I know I deserve better and know that I shouldn't engage so much with exh or have anything but 0 hopes for him.

For some reason, for which I don't care exh is now mad at me...my guess is because I called him to the carpet regarding yet another woman and still trying to maintain that he is a changed man. A friend who knows both OW and MGF said that this is what he does...everything is fine until you confront him on something then he acts like YOU did something wrong and turns it on you and stays mad at YOU. Which resulted in his one text yesterday of "give MY daughter a kiss for me". Nevermind that he blew off his visit to go fishing with his nephew.

OMG the guy is so sick. I wish I wasn't so attention starved to blow off his 'good intentions'. Honestly, it feels good to have some company. Wrong yes as I know he isn't the best person for that job.

OH, btw...baby went last night without any night nursing. It was a struggle and she cried off and on all night, but its a start.