Hi G. Thanks for the response. Just back from Faro with my boys. We went for 5 fantastic days - just what we needed. It was lovely but also sad as it was our first holiday without my H. I really felt it that he wasnt there. My S7 was also sad sometimes. He saw other familys and asked why he didnt have one anymore. I did try to reassure them that we are our own new family.
Anyway on the plus side I did it! My 1st vacation, I paid for it, booked it etc all on my own and I survived. This was huge for me.
Me 37 years young!! S11 S7 T22 M14 D final 13.05.2010 Today is the first day of the rest of my life!!! First post: D Day has arrived