Thank you Saffie. I can deal with anything that gets thrown at me. Hate, anger, made up stories, even occasional ML without confusion... it's the hopelessness that I don't know how to combat and contend with. I've been through ILYBNILWY - you're like a sister, not a lover... this OP is my soul mate. I've fought it all and won... hopelessness, I'm lost without hope - and how to combat the lack of it.
