I'm sure others will have good advice. But I have to say it's too wordy, too much. I am terribly interested in what you have to say, and I couldn't fully focus on the whole message because of its length. So: edit, edit, edit!
Also, I don't think you should start with the sentence/question about being well, peaceful, and strong. You imply that you're not. But I think you are. Maybe not as easily as you have been at a different time, but you are not an unwell, weak wreck. Right?
I have no idea whether having your DB coach as the parenting therapist is "good" or not. It sounds like it just is and you're prepared to take whatever consequences come your way, if any, because of it. You trust the DB coach, and that means a lot. So we'll see.
Hope all is well, and I look forward to hearing more about your sitch. . .
me, 30 WH, 29 D born June 2010 M: July 2001 Bomb/S: 1/14/10 Done with it all.
