I'm taking off my ring April 9

[AmyBel]

Pearl,

What I wrote earlier is what I said: "not married" so "I can't make rules for you" but "you know what my preference is" and "you need to know that your choices will have an effect on my future choices" I guess I really can't control what she HEARD. The counselor tried a couple of times to clarify to her that engaging in a romantic relationship would be counter to what she said she wanted to do (figure out what she wants), but she wasn't hearing him. No reason to believe she would hear me. No matter what I say. So you are right. Gotta let that go.

I went to see "how to train a dragon" today. It was just perfect! Wonderful light fantasy with a feel-good ending and not too much angst or war or guts. Exactly what I needed.

Tomorrow I will be working at my internship and running a drumming class. These are things that feed me. Give me a sense that I'm creating my future and that my future is something to look forward to.

I could do more GAL if I didn't have a 35 page paper to finish in order to graduate... But boy-howdy will graduation be a reward!