It's weird how happy I can be with the rest of my life, even the other things in our relationship, but soooo steaming angry at him at the same time. He really has no idea how much resentment I have toward him, almost contempt.
I do so much for him, make sure the bills are paid on time, clean the house daily, he constantly owes me money, He hasn't renewed his drivers license since it expired six months ago, yet I let him borrow my car to drive to work every day, because otherwise I'd have to drive across town twice a day to pick him up. I'm trying to GAL but I have turned down numerous social invitations because I don't have a ride.
He KNOWS there is an intimacy problem, he has told me he's working on it and trying to make it better because it's "important" to him, but actions speak louder than words and honestly his actions are telling me that he's in this relationship for convenience.
SICK AND TIRED of feeling USED and TAKEN FOR GRANTED!
AAARRRGH!
Just need to vent. Thanks for listening.
Yeah, the intimacy is on the backburner. He's "working on it", right...
