Gosh the health worries with your parents must be wearing on you. You are doing an amazing job holding it together! I hope that there is reason to relax about that soon.
Yes, the habits and routines. In retrospect it's easy to see the damage that countless repeated negative tiny actions can cause. It takes huge effort to repeatedly choose new ways.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
