6 MONTHS IN AND FEELING A WOBBLE........

[lalxx]

Thanks guys for your posts,
I suppose I feel a little empty - like I am almost waiting for the next thing to creep up and jump on me - does this make sense??

I have read this forum inside and out since the start of 2010 - it has been a life saver - it really has - I have read about and practice detachment and being dim with my husband - not sure when to chnage tack to be fair - patience was never a strong point for me!!

I am a member of a couple of other forum which has helped me get things in perspective - I know I had started to pull back at the end of alst year so I was relieved when I read about "detachment" - it made sense to preserve myself.

I was pleased I wasn't going mad when I read up on the MLC symptoms - I honestly thought I was going crazy for most of last year - I know he has a long way to go.

How do you get through the days and nights when you are wide awake and thoughts are running around your head like a scene out of bladerunner?

How do you overcome that feeling of bleakness about relationships in the future? The one where you feel you are never going to be held in anyone's arms any more (not my husband's necessarily - just anyone's arms?).

Does anyone else have 'first love' reignition stories they can share?? I have read up loads on MLC and few men seem to go down this road - or was it a case of right place right time for them both do you think? (I have just noticed in my original post I say OW is important - I don't think that at all - she isn't important in this sorry mess).

Thanks for your time,

lalxx