I hear you whatisis, fortunately for me the fatherhood thing is no longer possible. After the second daughter, STBXW and I talked about trying for a boy. A friend of mine, who had three kids, said when she had two it didn't seem like enough, then she had three and it was way too many.
So we decided to stop at two and me -- being the hero -- went under the knife so W didn't have to keep taking birth control pills.
This was definitely the weirdest night I've had. I can't really make it a habit anyway because I have my girls every other weekend and I'm working at running races out of town at least one weekend a month from now through October.
So I really only have one free weekend a month.
There was a high point. I really butchered Yellow Submarine at the karaoke machine.
Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11 http://tinyurl.com/yk4e2tz http://tiny.cc/thread2 http://tinyurl.com/ydtphqu http://tinyurl.com/thread4 http://tinyurl.com/3sm78k6 http://tinyurl.com/thread6