How do I act?

[Surviving03]

lol.. its confusing all around... he does respond to me being affectionate here lately, but when we talk about our M, conversations seem to keep coming full circle back around to we wont work.... my coach says I am having these conversations way too often and the pressure of them is causing H to keep coming back around to these conclusions... i have so many time constraints on me here in our military situation that it leaves me constantly looking for answers to beat the clock.... H is a little wishy washy about what he wants with us...

if you havent read my sitch lately, we had decided, or he had decided that i was going to leave Turkey and go back home because we werent working it out... and papers are routing for me to leave... but since that happened H had said he wanted to try to work on us... but then I guess i made him feel like working on us meant he had to choose that over going back to iraq or afghanistan here in a few months and so he came back to the conclusion that it wasnt going to work... but he does respond to me advances... does tell me he loves me here recently... its all a confusing mess... sometimes he is everything i need him to be, and sometimes he makes it clear it wont work...