GALd today by giving my first client their swim lesson, she's very young (1.5 yo)... I am falling for my friend, she is amazing and I know she's aware of my sitch, but we will need to have a serious conversation soon...possibly tonight.
I dont know if it's too soon though. I want her to be aware that I do not give up on things, even if I do give up on my M...kinda a wierd conversation, may need some advice about it.
Angry that I broke NC- UGH. I may see W tomorrow to see my dogs...I will be able to PMA properly, I know i'm in a better place now.
Tonight I GAL by going to an art show/ dinner w/ my friend...she is becomming more than that and I am open to that. I want to be fair for all, so I am hoping to be able to close the door on the M and do so knowing I held out for a long time and that W is just unable to be who I need her to be...possibly for a while or forever...
I don' really know.
OM1GF and I have been talking, she called me earlier...OM1 got fired and W now hired him to work for her...too funny.
I'm teeling you, much like all our sitches, it could easily be made into a movie...
