I'm with you, Gardener. I realized this week that it's Saturdays that I dread. I usually can find things to do on the nights if I work hard enough at it. But it's the weekend days I don't know what to do with myself.
When W and I were together, a weekend day with nothing to do was like found money -- golf, basketball, a bike ride, wow, what to do with myself.
Now, there's no motivation for any of that.
If I remember right, you are selling the house, correct? Where are you going to move to? If it's another, smaller, house, then perhaps you can get your mind off things by planning the Garden just for Gardener.
Another idea. You must have some kind of arboretum or nature preserve nearby that is looking for volunteers. Perhaps you could work at a place like this on the weekends.
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