feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

I had a great time with kids and best friend at baseball game last night even though we lost.

The soon to be X husband came home at 5am! never in our married lives has he not come home at night.

I talked to him this morning and he just put his hand up to me like he's not hearing it. I said, "oh no you are listening to me" now this isn't about me anymore the kids are very upset at you never coming home or calling. He was very condescending and acting like he's done nothing wrong.

He is sitting here at the end of the table on his work laptop (which he never does) and he is having coffee and talking matter of fact sh*t. what??

If I would have remembered we have a 24hr Home Depot I would have changed the locks last night but I didn't get home until 11. I really wish I could have. It seems nothing goes right for me.

This stranger in my house needs to leave.

Luv