Like I said, I know I'm not alone here, and that, in and of itself, helps.
Sometime have to just vent and get it all out. I end up sounding weak and hate that. I need to be stronger. That's part of what got me here in the first place. Better to do it here than in front of her and I have not done that in four months.
It seems like I gain some strength an confidence for a while and then, boom, gone! I don't stay down as long as I used to so I guess I'm getting there. This is a marathon not a sprint. I get it.
Anyway, thanks for letting me vent and setting me straight!
Have a great weekend everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
After a year of this, every once in a while I still have days where I am really down, and I am generally the happiest, most easy going guy you'd ever meet.
Without fail though, it seems to only last for the day, and the following day is always back to normal.
A strange cycle, but now I know when I find myself feeling that way, I can count on being fine tomorrow. I just need to suck it up for one day, and I know I can do that.
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