It's easy to get caught up in the roller coaster, isn't it? I don't know what to tell you other than enjoy the good times and accept them for what they are. Have no expectations whatsoever!
Good luck!
Thanks for the response. It is so difficult for me to understand the logic of all of this, if there is any. How could our day to day interactions be soo good. We talk and interact better than ever, but then she will not even do somethnig as simple as sleep in the same bed, or any form of contact other than the occasioal hug and peck style kiss. Totally illogical and she is terrified of getting close again. I can sense her pulling away anytime the mood turns too serious or she starts getting too close. I have never, before now, thought of cheating on my wife, but I NEED some kind of affection and it does not even need to be sex, and I know she is not going to give this affection to me right now. I am having a very hard time with this.
