Faith without works... (my new thread)

[james217]

Here's an update.

WAW was calling alot last night. I didn't answer the phone. Made it seem like I was busy. She starts texting. There's nothing negative or argueing going on. Just texting.

I finally reply to her texts. We begin talking about the bowling date and how much fun we both had.

I 180 she says I'm always focusing on the negative so I really describe our date in detail. What I liked. How I enjoyed her company. Her outfit was nice. How I enjoy holding her and touching and kissing her.

Then she starts talking about the date. She texts me stating how she enjoyed the bowling and eating and talking to me. She said she didn't feel like I was going to get upset or fear me being angry.

Furing the date she told me she had been running late because she picked out a nice outfit that nobody had seen her wear.

So I tell her how the day was very good. (we're still texting) How I really planned and thought through a fun day from my clothes (which I knew she'd like) to the bowling and the restaurant.

She then I geuss start panicking and getting close to me . Her next text is about how our kissing and hugging and the intimate stuff was "alright"

I get quiet. She stats calling and texting asking am I ok. I text more positive things about the date and overlook her comment.

Then she asks me if this date was about spending time with her or getting her to run back into my arms.

So I talk about our very first date. How it was pretty much the same as this one except we never really did anything but go out to eat (WAW loves eating out even though she's a tiny woman lol)

As I'm describing thefirst date she's like omg I can't believe you remember all of this.

Then the distance comes. She asked me a question so I answer.

I state before I got sick we had dates like this alot. I did this date because the previous night you called me and cried on my shoulder and confided how you were sorry for the things you had done.

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