Moving on with my life #2

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No he doesn't have a key. I live in a small town and very seldom lock my door. Only at night. People think we are crazy here but its what we do.

We go to babys dentist on Tuesday. Not looking forward to that at all. Her insurance will only cover 80% and then most likely will not cover her anesthesia if she needs it as they think its unnecessary. YOU try holding a 2 year old down for fillings etc! My older daughter had the same thing and we fought our insurance company and they paid half. I am worried exh won't want to pay half as he will weasel and say the teeth issue is my fault due to the bf'ing. I cannot afford to pay the whole thing.

I was cold and short with exh last night due to the womanizing information I recieved yesterday. I know its not my problem, it just makes me sick. How many dirty little secrets does this man have? It just blows my mind. I need to come up with a statement that is nonthreatening and non confrontational to let exh know he cannot come and go as he pleases. That we need to get back to our baby business like life. I shouldn't have let it get this far I know.

Today he is supposed to come, but not sure if he will. This afternoon I am shopping to find some storage bins and cute shelves for baby's room. She has a disaster going on in there and want to reorganize!