Well done on seeing the L, good to start making plans to protect you from what may happen. Your a strong woman and you will get through this, I really thought my world had ended when H left but surprise surprise it didnt and although he's back I still know it would end again!
Might be a good time to make a list of your 180's it always perks me up, to set time aside to recognise what good things have happened outta all this mess, and does my PMA a good recharge..
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W 47 H 47 M 24 T 30
Once lost but now found and happily married again!