Need a Plan for My Marriage

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My wife wants to take my kids to Japan to visit. I am not sure I can trust her. I will not let this happen. Our marriage seems to be a distant memory from the crap I put up with everyday. I am just sick of her and her affair. I am tired of the blame too. My life right now is about me and the kids. I do appreciate her caused conflict between them, and her caring more for our son than our daughter. She needs to treat them fairly! She just does not get that she is going to lose everything, not me in the end. I still wake up and know that I am good person. I wonder what she sees in the mirror when she wakes up.

Maybe she is still asleep in this fantasy land. I guess she still needs to wake up. Maybe someday.

She will not like what she sees I am sure!!!