Doing ok Let H give him dinner tonight while I rested in the back room. H complaining how tired he is and overworked - but hey, he has time to spend tomorrow with his OW doesn't he? But we're rushed...
Obssessed with thoughts tonight that he is with OW and having a grand old night if you know what I mean.
Went to a childcare job this evening where I watch the kids while the parents are in a church group. That uplifted my spirits enormously. S is off next week from preschool so I really have to get my act together and be there for him. Making plans.
Trying to convince myself this isn't my fault. Yes we had horrible fights. BUt H refuses to see his part in it. Wants to ditch the M to avoid the fights instead of working on it.
