CW,
I`m so sorry to hear the news. All the hurt comes back to the surface. After I filed, all I could feel was sadness for remembering all the happy years, and sadness because my H had changed into someone I couldn`t trust and depend on anymore.

Let yourself feel whatever you feel. It`s OK. It will be OK. You will be OK, and so will I. You think more clearly than H.

Celestial