Like I said, I know I'm not alone here, and that, in and of itself, helps.
Sometime have to just vent and get it all out. I end up sounding weak and hate that. I need to be stronger. That's part of what got me here in the first place. Better to do it here than in front of her and I have not done that in four months.
It seems like I gain some strength an confidence for a while and then, boom, gone! I don't stay down as long as I used to so I guess I'm getting there. This is a marathon not a sprint. I get it.
Anyway, thanks for letting me vent and setting me straight!
Have a great weekend everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
