Surviving. Don't listen or let other people make decisions for you. Do what you want and for your own reasons. No one, even family knows what they would do in your given situation. Only you can know! Besides every m is different and unique between you and your now waffling, indecisive, foggy h.
I'm on the same ride and sm actually really embarrased for my h and his actions.... But I do still love him, even I can't believe it.
M 35, husband 35 M 10 Limbo 9/2009-12/2010 he left for his moms and came home way to many times to count Home 12/2010-present