"I feel angry at myself for trusting H, for putting myself in a position where he has the power to destroy my dream of raising our children in a happy, intact family -- that was my top life priority and I put all my eggs in that basket."

You are so good at putting into words what I too am feeling!!!


I am glad you like your L...sounds like she is on board with your way of thinking...thinking of you!

M48 H53
M16 T18
S16 D13
SS30
H drops bomb PA/8-30-09
H leaves 12-30-09
D filed by H 2-10
H asks to come home 4-11
Piecing