Maybe I didn't blow it?

[james217]

She's not afraid to email or text to "just say hi" anymore.

I got a "hi" email this morning, actually.

I spose the fact that she does want to spend time with me is good. I dunno if it's out of guilt, as someone said, because she told me flat out that she really enjoys spending time with me now. She only got hesitant when I started pushing hard for reconciliation.

Even then, as I was pushing, the only thing she would say is "I'm not ready yet".

Don't really know how to take that, so I didn't take it as anything. Maybe theres another guy, maybe not.

I honestly don;t know if it matters at this point, because I am trying REALLY HARD to just law low, be patient, worry about myself and give this whole thing time.

Baby steps, right?

A good talk
Plans to see each other

2 small, but worthwhile things, I guess.

it could be another guy. Or she could just be trying to see if your changes are longterm. The hurt is probably extremely great so don't pressure her to come back.

Just take it one day at a time stay positive and realistic like rr22 said