New Year... New Life!

[sandycay]

Back from the L office. Everything is notarized and signed. It will be taken before the judge on Wednesday... so it's sorta final?

Tough moments here and there but thankfully I was able to not go "there". He said "there are three people over there who can't stand me" when referring to me and the kids. I said " Now, what a minute, I have never said I can't stand you. I am not the one who left. It was you that said you couldn't live with married to me anymore" Tears in his eyes and everything. Weird.... I thought this is what he wants ... he signed everything without question, without legal representation, and didn't look at anything but the signature page.

I am sad for him. He said "well, your happy right now aren't you?" I answered him " happy is relative to how you perceive it, so yes I choose to be happy because to be anything else would be pointless." It seems he wants me to be as miserable as he is. Why? He said I deserved better than the way he was treating me.

Uggh!

Oh well, FFGs firestation invited me to dinner at the firehouse, I think they all know what today was going to be.. so that was sweet. So I'll go hang out with 12 Hot FFG's tonight and watch them cook and clean in their uniforms. Maybe I'll talk them into sliding down the pole for me. LOL