I question if I'll ever feel like things are really right between us. In some ways it seems like this is just part of W - these swings into anxiety, depressions, feeling trapped and wanting to escape - I so much want to feel like I really have a wife again, sharing my bed. I know things have taken really enormous giant steps in the last few months, and I'm really grateful and happy about it.
I guess back to DB fundamentals - focus on myself. THis is my life, this is my marriage - and I get my happiness from inside me and contribute that.
