Understand on the dating thing, time will take care of that baggage for you.
I wouldn't necessarily change forums, stay where everyone you know can find you. As far as her vacation plans, I guess this stuff is going to come up and unfortunately time will dull the impact.
Yeah, the kids do help with making me feel better also, my kids are with my mom in FLA for 5 days and while it is a break for me, I still miss them.
Our weather here is nice also, I am tackling a bunch of projects tomorrow around the house. Heading out tonight to a Bday party with friends, should be good. The positives are still coming, but I still have to find patience in waiting for the next positive sign, but I would say things are moving in the right direction. I am just trying to give her time and space. I went on a date with her last Friday and it was good but I still experience pain afterwards just doesn't last long and it is not as intense.
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