"there any time that you resented Allie for being strong and keeping life together while you struggled?
Allie is and has always been strong maybe this is why i knew she would keep it all together.it eased my mind to know that Allie was an excellent mother and she was always good with the bills and the home so i didnlt have to worry that things would fall apart. But seeing her fall apart emotionally because of me was very difficult.I had never seen that side of her before and it scared me.having a Mlc is almost like living two lives.thereis the part that wants the security of a home and a family and then there is a part that wants to be young and free and do crazy [censored] like we did in high school.but never the two shall meet, it doesn't work that way."
Me: 28 H: 32 1st marriage 4 both 1 1/2 year married 2gether for 9 1S: 6months 1stepson: 2yo
