The dreaded LIMBO

[4luv]

I do have too much going on but after the website starts then I should be more on a schedule. My business picked up really by accident. I did an event for someone then word of mouth spread and I figured that God opens doors for opportunities at certain times. So I felt like I had been practicing and practicing for years and now so many doors have opened for me that I needed to take advantage. However, it all happened to be at the same time that my personal life is a bit our of whack. For an entire year I put my business aspirations on hold to focus on being a new wife, a new mother, and adjusting to all that that entails.

So now I added this business to my plate and I really need to drop something else that was on it....WHAT BETTER THING TO DROP THAN WORRYING ABOUT MY HUSBAND :-)

I thought about it and this board and you lovely people :-) are so supportive that I would rather not drop it especially facing some of my upcoming challenges (i.e. son's bday party).

I will admit that I have a problem. I am having trouble shaking off husband and not thinking about him. Its actually frustrating because its something that I want to do and the harder I try the harder it is. IF I can just get through mini goals I think each moment will get easier. I will update my thread once a day once I accomplish my goal at the end of the day.

Mini Goal for today:
- complete my desserts for photo shoot and DO NOT CALL OR TEXT HUSBAND for the rest of the day.