She's not afraid to email or text to "just say hi" anymore.
I got a "hi" email this morning, actually.
I spose the fact that she does want to spend time with me is good. I dunno if it's out of guilt, as someone said, because she told me flat out that she really enjoys spending time with me now. She only got hesitant when I started pushing hard for reconciliation.
Even then, as I was pushing, the only thing she would say is "I'm not ready yet".
Don't really know how to take that, so I didn't take it as anything. Maybe theres another guy, maybe not.
I honestly don;t know if it matters at this point, because I am trying REALLY HARD to just law low, be patient, worry about myself and give this whole thing time.
