The dreaded LIMBO

[4luv]

The thing is I have 3 people that I can call...my mom, dad, and my cousin (who is like a sister to me). I always try to call my dad or cousin first because they give me the type of support that is in line with what you guys say on the board. They talk sense to me. My mom is the more compassionate type (she is a preacher as well as a social worker) so she usually is more "nice" in her approach and always wants me to take the high road.

Allen, you are spot on...I wish I would have known that I was going to the emergency room. I was actually on my way to drop son off to babysitter's house when he started wheezing loudly. I heard him wheezing this morning but figured he was just congested. Then we it got worst in the car I decided to go to the hospital instead of to the babysitters.

Also, I am breaking down. I don't know if its the stress of starting a new business and all that that entails, plus taking care of my son, plus my full time work, plus the unknown about my marriage and its future but it is taking a toll on me. I think I am going to book a vacation in two weeks. I feel like I am about to COLLAPSE literally. I couldn't even get out of the bed today. I lay in the bed not wanting the day to start. This has only been happening this week. Me even typing this out is causing me to have anxiety. I don't know...i just can't focus on one thing because so many things are going on.

I think I also need a break from the boards (or at least limit my time to 5 or 10 min a day) while I am NC with husband. REading other people's stitch's keeps my stitch in the front of my mind when I need it to be out of my mind for the moment.