Okay, so trying to wrap my head around something. My H has of course kept us pretty firmly shut out of his life for the past 1- 1 1/2 years. That includes work. Part of his job is his passion and we have not been "welcome" at some of the work Events for a year and a half now. We did go to one a couple months pre-bomb (that last time we went) but he didn't really seem to want us there. He used to ask me to bring the kids by during his busy times so he could see them. Hasn't done that in a year a half.
He has an Event this weekend. He wants us to come. I am still in shock. The kids are thrilled. I thought I would be excited. I feel kind of . . . meh . . . probably because I have some pretty strong walls built. After being his biggest fan for years and then being shut down, it has caused me a huge amount of pain.
This does seem to be a large step forward, though.
